6th September 2007

Ok here goes, in July I was told I had 30 months to live. Got your attention yet? lol. Well it was true, it was a very dark time in my life, well for about 20 nano seconds. Then I decided death is just a change, bit more drastic than puberty, but still a change non the less. Then the hospital tests and treatments started. The long and the short of it, they dont know what is going on. They stopped me eating food. That was hard. Since then I have lost 10 stone and 14" off my waist, very cool huh? Im now even more gorgeous than I was before.
Today I got good news, my liver and kidneys have stopped deteriorating!! Im not dieing anymore, wahooo. Then they said however, you know how that hangs in the air for a second, but seems like an eternity? Your platlet count is very low... you need to see a specialist. Oh and dont cut yourself, you wont clot. Nice huh?
So here I am, writing this again, to be fair, I have cried lots, I dont know what else they can throw at me, or what more I can physically, emotionally and mentally cope with. Still, im not dieing....unless I cut myself badly...
Anyhow thats health issues delt with...
Life issues... The house is on the market, Im fighting bankrupcy and I am presently going through a divorce. Needless to say I am not sleeping and my stress levels are higher than everest....
All that being said, Im surprisingly well...
Anyhow, just want to see who reads this these days. I will keep it up to date now, I dont have a lot else to do.
Be Well all of you in cyberland.